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Nov. 20th, 2002 | 10:17 pm
mood: indescribableindescribable

Tonight was bipolar, in a sense. After work today (which went by really quickly cos I was working on Marnie's project on a computer, hooray), I sat around and did nothing, then went to my tour guide meeting.

When I got back was the bipolar-ness. I decided to order out with Sarah, Alexis, and Weiting, and it was a lot like last year with Sarah, Alexis, and I while we were waiting for our food to come (Cattleman's, so many food points gone), which was a whole lot of fun. And all of us sitting down with Weiting and eating was very cool, and even Stephen joined us. But after awhile, we started to get really depressed .... well, at least Stephen, Weiting, and I. But right now, I'm not that depressed, just frustrated at seeing us get so down. We are some of the most dynamic people I've ever met, and just really cool, and I can't stand to see my friends so distressed and unhappy. I don't really know what to do though, just provide more reassurance and make sure I stay kind of happy. Fortunately, I know how to do that latter thing: I know that when I'm depressed, the same things that usually make me happy just aren't enjoyable, so I tell myself (and it's true) that it's a stupid state of mind and will be over soon enough that I'll be back on track to making my life happier and more complete. And I am getting there, but it sure is taking a hell of a long time. Ah well, progress is progress.

Feel better everyone!

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